in an awful mood

God tonight everything irks me. everything makes me angry, at myself, at the task, at everything. I just feel like yelling. I'm supposed to empty out the dishwasher, but i have the suspicion I'll end up throwing the plates at the floor and yelling at the dishwasher for being a piece of shit. i feel like i can't accomplish the simplest of tasks tonight... It just feel herculean and it just makes me angry.

I'm just yelling insults at myself in my head right now. I am in such a bad mood, i just need to vent a bit, hopefully, it'll settle me down some. Sigh... I need to get my shit together. Good thing i have an appointment with the good doctor this week, I feel like I'm going to explode.